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23rd-Dec-2009 02:46 pm - Start of Snow

“I know you have to go,



‘cause it’s the start of snow.”



 



Days would pass, another week



months would leave a sad streak



of long excruciating grief



the dying of the autumn leaf.



 



Coldness would fill the spaces





of my warm beloved west



it’s time to thicken my dress



for draftiness fills my breast.



 



The town covered with white powder



where once we were sweet lovers



but now at this precise hour



we are but rotten flowers.



 



I’m lying here all alone



trying to vanquish the cold



by putting all these behind



daisies would be fully grown



my faith in you I should hold



forever won’t be all this time.



 



©BOGART



 



* Check out my journal page for more poems from me :)



(poems include: TSUNAMI, MOUTHFUL and SINCE THE START)



 



Comment your thoughts :D

23rd-Dec-2009 12:27 am - mirror
I often look into the mirror, waiting for it to speak,
to tell me 'The Answer' and it never does.
My image just stares back and then I want to break
that mirror to smithereens... all of that because,

I cannot find my self, my truth, or my sanity,
I'm searching for the calm within; true calm, no din.
When searching the mirror, it appears as blatant vanity,
But, I'm really looking deeper than just my skin.

I see the background switch and change;
I hear the sounds, see the seasons-go-round,
I'm dizzied, flushed, frazzled, estranged,
laughing, crying,
aloof and dying,
and then no sound... no worries

A mirror tells no lies
it only tells a tale
of long ago and now, (you know?)
but never
tomorrow's story.



(C) eroticmiranda
22nd-Dec-2009 09:32 pm - Vitali Chaconne
This is my first post to a community, and I'm still fairly new to LiveJournal. So please excuse me if I do anything wrong.

I wrote this while listening to a violin piece by Sarah Chang, called Vitali Chaconne.

Here is the link - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AloBa9SPM7U

VITALI CHACONNE

 

A burst, unequaled energy

rising above the atmosphere

and landing low on polished pebbles

 

An uprising, a taunting crescendo

pulling on tides that long ago were dammed

sways and tugging, the barrier has broken

over flowing.

Filling spaces of the being and the unasked

Comprehension, a knowing that fills the air

 

It quickens, that pulse that shall ensure breath

Creating something unrecognizable to the civilized mind

Rewinding to a primal states of basic instinct

Pathos and uncertainty and beauty

It strains against something that cannot be reached

Harsh and soft, an intertwining that causes brows to furrow

in concentration

 

A piping bird sings off in the distance of a wavering moon

a woman creates a rhythm that makes confusion and sense

A violin manipulated to evoke what we once thought no real

So is the result of Vitali Chaconne.

- Leeza Dennis



22nd-Dec-2009 10:28 pm - down the drain
peel back the onion
the unimaginable terror
beneath our second skins
tempered by friction
angelic phalanx
we are all sinners
sitting in darkness
to avoid our own reflections
underneath the soil
tunnels the serpent
beneath the veil of night
deconstructing all
one thousand layers
of shame on the floor
and for all my tears
i still have not found my core
22nd-Dec-2009 09:54 pm - The Dancer
[[I wrote this while watching the movie "Center Stage" this movie inspired all of these words, and some of it has to do with conforming, yeah I know I'm kinda like a hippy lmao!! Well, Listening to The Beatles isn't making it any better lmao again]]!

The Dancer

Controlled swan dance moves
A doll face
And tears smudging the blush

Feet throbbing
People in wonder
Everyone's a critic

Comes, the day
The audition
When all eyes are on the dancers
Who will love them?
Pin point just one who's "perfect"

The ballet slippers on the foot of the tup,
Filled with ice,
Are bleeding
Hard work

She is a dancer
A prima ballerina
Her pirouettes define her
She needs to get in

Who will love her beautiful dancing?
Who will appreciate her blossoming silhouette?
Someone will
And that someone will save her

By Wilmary




22nd-Dec-2009 09:48 pm(no subject)
Soft and majestic,
they float to the
ground. They're
white, and they sparkle;
ice gives off a new
type of light.
They drift in the wind-
are part of it-
before they hit the
ground. They
will melt, go to
the sky,
freeze, and float
to the ground...
once again.
As they drift in the
wind-
Tell me...
How long until
hypothermia sets in?
22nd-Dec-2009 06:15 pm(no subject)
Brother Moon

The crescent moon sometimes feels neglected:
cut into unfulfillment by an injustice of circumstance,
resenting that this incompletion is romantic characteristic;
thinking about how even at it's best half of it as yang,
(and yes it supposes the dot of white is excitement of mystery,
but that seems so drudgingly overdone);
viewing the earth as something in the way--
in its most optimistic reason concluding
"All things that give observation and purpose to an entity
will inevitably block its light."
22nd-Dec-2009 08:32 pm - I Did Not Change Him

I Did Not Change Him

 

I did not change him

I did not change him

I didn’t tell him to smart mouth you

I did not tell him to use sarcasm

As a power against you

I did not change him

 

I only helped him bring out

His insides

I did not change him

I did not tell him to smart mouth you

And

I did not tell him to use sarcasm

As power over you

 

I did not change him

I did not change him

I didn’t tell him to smart mouth you

I did not tell him to use sarcasm

As a power against you

I did not change him

 

What? Are you mad that he’s different?

What? Are you mad it wasn’t with you?

What? What? What?

Are you angry that he opened up with me…

And not you?

 

I did not change him

I did not change him

I didn’t tell him to smart mouth you

I did not tell him to use sarcasm

As a power against you

I did not change him

 

He wouldn’t let you near him before

He wouldn’t even let you talk to him

Wouldn’t let you bring him to conversations

And now you hate it when he talks

There is no winning here

 

By Wilmary


22nd-Dec-2009 01:51 am - ...need feedback.
In a fit of inspiration I wrote these pretty quickly. I would love if some of you amazingly talented people would help me fill in the gaps.


The first poem is about childhood friends reuniting in adulthood. They are "catching up" and the speaker uses the irony of the phrase to detail her experience in the friendship as constantly trying to catch up to her friend. I'm sure it could be longer.



Catching up

Go on ahead.
I’ll meet you,
In a few.
Now, where’s my shoe…
*
Are the laces still tangled up
In the bicycle chain?
Am I wrapped around wheel?
Am I trailing behind?
Was I pushed and rushed to
Catch up?
Was I too slow for you?
I’m coming,
I’m coming,
I’m coming!
*
…I’ll be right there.
*
Growing up on the wall.
Not quite flowering, yet.
It took three extra years
For my body to catch up to yours
Which one of us was the stocky bean
Pod-
With no bumps in sneakers?
*
Here we are.
Right on time.
We are paler people-
Full of color
Full of nostalgia.
We nurse our beer.
We move slow.
We are linked together.
We share pain now.
No need to trip over it.
No need to catch up.
The ties are pulled together.






This one is something I wrote after finding out that a boy I grew up with who was kind of a ladies man is having a baby. I think I like the wording here, but I really want it to be smart and not whiny and bitter or come across as some old lady's curse hah. Any advice?



I hope you have a little girl
Bundled in pink
Pure
And perfect
Unassuming
And darling.
There will come a day,
My oldest friend,
That a young man
With brown eyes will
Catch her fancy
And she will be riveted
In the heart
Boomboomboomboomboom.
And that young boy will
Woo her,
And vanish.
Leaving you to bundle up
And carry off
Her little blue broken pieces
Pure
And perfect
Unassuming
And weeping.


© amt
21st-Dec-2009 07:34 pm - Siren


Short skirt
with dark tights
plastic daggers
hide bitten nails 
tempting siren
lures them in
 
ugly black dot
birthmark near her lip
slanted cat eyes
secret sharp teeth
biting her tongue
hummingbird tattoo
coarse hands on her back

dance on dirty stages
hopeless dreams
showing skin
too much leg
a middle finger
and a wicked grin

pawned necklace
old perfume
glares as cold as ice
and an occasional smile

 -Shelby

21st-Dec-2009 12:29 pm(no subject)
It's through your unexplored spectrum
that the universe seems more interesting.

Without your consoling consolidation of energy
the cosmos seem only cold dust.

Within your organic chemistry
I predate the birth of stars.
21st-Dec-2009 07:23 pm - Resolution
Drunk, they gather, full of anticipation, expectations and full of wonder
Of a new year yet unknown and could this be what auld Burns meant?
But as the bells chime out twelve times, I stand and watch, and ponder
Of what cheer and hope there is to be found in a future already spent?


© Donna Roberts
We stared deep into each others eyes for what seemed like an eternity.
I took in every freckle in your hazel eyes,
every inconsistency.
I took in the various shades, the browns and greens;
watched as your pupils dilated accordingly when focusing on my eyelashes.

I wanted you.

I wanted your sweat mixing with mine, I wanted our breaths in unison.
I wanted to hear you panting and moaning, feel your heat mingle with mine.

But you’re not mine.
And you never will be again.

You wanted me just as much.

I could see it in your eyes,
in the way your lips parted.
You reached to touch me,
but stopped just short of my thigh.

We both knew you couldn’t, I’m not yours.

We loved each other once.
We still do, let’s not kid ourselves.

But we ruined everything.
We’ve broken each others hearts too many times;
there’s no hope for us ever again.

I kissed you anyway.
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21st-Dec-2009 12:02 pm(no subject)
out there
where the seasons never change
and the horizon is the same
the stars own all the fame
we are all without blame
with souls they cannot tame
fluttering as a flame
and we all have one name
between us there is no shame
though tomorrow never came
we all win this cosmic game
21st-Dec-2009 10:10 pm - am i wrong to love
am i wrong to love
my heart is in pain
i forgave everything he did all above
but my heart is still in pain

am i losing the mind
or am i falling to he pain of my heart
i am not blind
i swear to the truth of my heart

i love him and i need him
i need the voie of him
bounding me with his gentle ways
and not to the ignorant man sways

bless me with a knight's love
with purity and sincerity
not the lust but love
and his believed prosperity
21st-Dec-2009 03:27 am - house of cards.
These wishes are countless
Fragile and meaningless
Like a house of cards
They fumble, they're worthless
In the end
What is left?
What good can this do?
What can be learned
From the pain we go through?
These fists are still bruised
From the walls my hands kissed
And these knees are still bruised
From the steps my feet missed
My heart is a cave,
With each day it grows deeper
This doll lays here broken,
So why would you keep her?
Don't make her believe
That this space on the shelf
Was meant just for her
When the hands have been dealt
And what does she have?
Not even two of a kind
No flushes,
No straights,
She may as well be blind
'Cause these numbers won't change,
There's nothing left to arrange.
That house of cards you cannot live in,
You must play with what you're given.
21st-Dec-2009 02:05 am(no subject)

               Becka


Dreaming that it could be,

Becomming someone i could never be,

Hoping she will one day see,

The way that i look at her,

The same way i wished she looked at me,

Squirming happily with laughter and glee,

I envy the way that she sees,

All the good things in life,

All the while, patiently picking laughter,

From a Lemon Tree;


21st-Dec-2009 01:40 am(no subject)
          
        Timing

When we first met,
   I looked away,
     And back again;
Since that moment,
   I haven't been able to,
      Take my eyes off of
                 You--
Reminding me that,
   Dreams do come,
               True--
Just at the wrong time,
   To Irony,
       I shall pay,
               My
              Due--
21st-Dec-2009 01:25 am(no subject)

Live, Love, Laugh


We were sitting there,
  In the Pub,
    Near the end-
Try as we might,
  We could not recall,
    That song's name-
Memories that swirl,
  Fading and twisting,
        Remembrance,
        Reminiscing,
Remembering that instance--
21st-Dec-2009 12:24 am - scribbles on lined paper
note: lines in italics are taken from the movie Stealing Beauty, a great Bertolucci flic



The dye is cast, the dice are rolled
I’m still falling like autumn
You're still as alive as spring
I feel like shit, you look like gold

We never did see the world as infinitely infinity
I never saw the truth as it was
We always were too compelled by the beauty
Of our own fucking hypocrisy

You don’t look at me today,
Your heart is heavy and so is mine
Maybe we’ll cross paths again on the way
Up the path where only the loneliest stars shine
21st-Dec-2009 12:14 am - knowledge
i watch my instant oatmeal expand in the microwave
until i can't see thewater anymore
and then i get a throbbing headache

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